Saturday, April 16, 2005

as i was ironing out my cltohes just now... suddenly thought of alot of things... very hard to really keep them coming in in a proper manner... just filled my head in swirls and swirls...

will i hold out? is patience really going to get me anywhere? will sincerity holds for this? very hard to say... i seriously find it hard to believe tt kind of assumption holds for me... or issit because of my lack of confidence? will having tt bit more of confidence give me wad i want?

questioning myself hard but will i be able to find the answers? all my answers seem to be negative and such... optimism on a grey day doesnt seem to be very possible... much as i want to be happy i cant find a reason to feel so... digging for it...

~Ch3nDo|~ 3:10 PM
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'i tried to gain all tt confidence i lack... but no matter how hard i try... it all seems futile'

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