Friday, September 30, 2005
wah... there are 3 more days left to promos... buuup buuup... heart just thumps at the thought of the papers coming in front of my face and i dunno how to start doing... especially for econs and chem and physics... the kind of fear faced... oh my... how will i fare...? bleghx... lets just continue the countdown bah... =
looking on the bright side, tt's 6 more days to freedom!! ahhhhh~~ that yearn for freedom is so huge!! whahahaz=DD cross my fingers that i will pass promos!!! >.<
and i really mean PASS promos oni... not do well=|
i hope wad i inferred is wrong... but its like so straight to me... so direct... does it have to become like tt? is there even no room to be frens? wad did i do to deserve this?
~Ch3nDo|~
6:04 PM
// i felt!
Thursday, September 29, 2005
desperately getting econs into my small brain now... really desperate... and it goes perfectly well with a headache... someone pls give me the strength to just hold in there for one more week!!
-and counting again...-
~Ch3nDo|~
4:47 PM
// i felt!
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
suddenly have the urge to sing these two songs LOL~ tho my singing sux la~ but luckily no one can hear! well imagine me singing la~=PpP hope u all dun puke tho haha!
song 1: "flying without wings"
Everybody's looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You'll find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be
Some find it in the face of their children
Some find it in their lover's eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you've found that special thing
You're flying without wings
Some find it sharing every morning
Some in their solitary lives
You'll find it in the words of others
A simple line can make you laugh or cry
You'll find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
You've found that special thing
You're flying without wings
So, impossible as they may seem
You've got to fight for every dream
Cos who's to know which one you let go
Would have made you complete
Well, for me it's waking up beside you
To watch the sunrise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
In any given time or place
It's little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine
And it's like flying without wings
Cos you're my special thing
I'm flying without wings
And you're the place my life begins
And you'll be where it ends
I'm flying without wings
And that's the joy you bring
I'm flying without wings
song 2: "I have a dream"
I have a dream, a song to sing
To help me cope with anything
If you see the wonder of a fairy tale
You can take the future even if you fail
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream
I have a dream, a fantasy
To help me through reality
And my destination makes it worth the while
Pushing through the darkness still another mile
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream
I hae a dream, a song to sing
To help me cope with anything
If you see the wonder of a fairy tale
You can take the future even if you fail
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream
wheeee~ nice songs!=]
~Ch3nDo|~
6:38 PM
// i felt!
Monday, September 26, 2005
ok today's my birthday! but was feeling very very tired laaa... slept too late the night before=\ reached sch at 7 to attend ms jasmine lau's invitation to eat a birthday cake tt was meant for me sc and ys=)) okie tt was nice! hahaz thanks for all who came! inlcuding wz jas lr jessica silvia and melody=) hahaz thanks~ oh and also must thank my wonderful classmates!! hahaz thanks xm kh jx nd and peeps who brought me those two cute little things yea? haaz i really liked tt! esp the sec one!!=PpPp hahaz!! but today is sucha slack day la!! OMG wasted so many hrs in sch just to wait until 2.50pm for a chem spa-.- when others all went home at 12+ alr='((
so sad='((( oh yea and thanks again wz=D hahaz for tt "present"=PpP
-okie i shall be happy today~! shall not think of negative stuff to spoil it!=)-
~Ch3nDo|~
6:07 PM
// i felt!
Sunday, September 25, 2005
ok today totally wasted whole day outside i must say=\ nvr study anything at all!! died le la... i haben even started on econs... and econs is so so heavy... so many content and formats to know... sigh...-.- physics oso... bleghx... argh lets not think bout it anymore bleghx...
well went to jestyn's new hse for house warming! wahaha was late by 20 mins! oops left the hse late lol! anyway met with kh xm nd jx at tao payoh station b4 jestyn fetch us to his hse together with justin hanyang and his junior junyong=) his hse is so near to the MRT la! its like just below is hse-.- so conveninent la! plus the shopping centre is just beside his hse!! grrr envy! and his room is so so nice! hahaz i like the bed!=D floor style! din stay for long inside his new hse tho, we had lunch and decided to go play lan since there wasnt anything much we can do in his new hse tgt with so many of his other relatives who came to hse warming! nine of us went to dhoby ghaut to play LAN! wahahaz played 2 rnds of dota straight for 3 hrs and for 4.80 dollars oni! cheap cheap! very funny cos we were like screaming inside the lan shop, and we were like the ONLY ones shouting at the top of our voices=X lucklily we sitting at the end of the shop, if not i think all the ppl there will get pissed off and get gangsters to wallop us alr~ lol! nice day i had today with my frens! quality time spent! but errr.. promos... oh my...
-well.. tomolo's the day for me... but... how will i feel...?-
~Ch3nDo|~
7:10 PM
// i felt!
Friday, September 23, 2005
OKIE TODAY IS OFFICICALLY THE START OF EXAM!!! GP(general paper)~~
well, suppoosed to have GP paper today at erm 2.30pm? but guess wad i reached school at 8.30am!!=D to muggggggg~~~ if i had stayed at home ar... disastrous effect lol~ anyway, mugged maths in sch=) so proud of myself can do quite a handful of the questions=) i pray it would be the same for promos, since i was doing 2003 promo paper for maths=) prays hard >.
GP PAPER !! essay writing was a flop la omg... cant believe wad i chose to write-.-... we had a total of like 10 questions to choose from and well tho most of the questions are hardddd... but i guess i chose one of the hardest!!! TAP!!! my topic was ' "to live is the rarest thing in the world. most people exist; that's all"(Oscar Wilde) How far is this true in today's world?' OMG!! i began writing after hovering arnd whether to write qs 3 or qs 4, and i tot i could confidently handle this question... but as i continued writing... i realised something grave... ... i have started to lose track of wad i am supposed to write... but tt was already when i had like no time left to rewrite the whole essay... ended up praying and trying to cock up a stupid conclusion... how dead can i get la! haiz.. of all thw questions i chose sucha philosophical question when im not even confucius! omfg... arghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! SCREWED! then was paper 2... compre... not any better!!! din even know wad i was answering la! haiz... that is the end le la... hope i dun do tooooo badly=X
-4th consecutive day... and counting...-
~Ch3nDo|~
7:37 PM
// i felt!
Thursday, September 22, 2005
well... tomolo is the GP exam!!! OMG!! i dun wanna flop!!!!!!! argh~~~ STRESSED!=\ =(
-3rd consecutive day... and counting... but hope not! cross my fingers!!=(-
~Ch3nDo|~
8:45 PM
// i felt!
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
man... what is this restlessness im feeling at this point of time while im penning this down. blasted internet drove me nuts for 1hr. tried by reinstalling umpteen times, wasted time trying to restart com, hoping it would just connect and let me use the net. but it wouldnt cooperate. damn it... luckily managed to get it thru after 1hr, if not i will not be able to sleep at all later tonight... phew... hope the connection dun snap again or my patience will-.-
birthday is nearing... but i dun seem to feel any happy abt it... its just like any other normal day bah... man... how can i feel anyting happy when the following week is promos??? just cant lift the spirits up la. haben even celebrated my birthday since i was dunno how young.... those days... haiz.. now no time la... forget it...
blast it... why is all this moodiness getting into me again? argh no!!! cannot!! grrr.. balloon expanding again, but this time rnd, seriously cant find any reasons to explain it.. it is just expanding on its own! suffocating...
i have questions up in my head, but i guess i will nvr be able to find the answers i want, not for now, not later, never will i i guess... or will i?
~Ch3nDo|~
10:13 PM
// i felt!
Monday, September 19, 2005
whee~ past few days was rather eventless la~ except for watcing one performance and well going out to "mug" with jasmine~ saturday went to watch HORIZON performance,ASHA. well its about this girl who wanna travel around the world, only to be restrained by the fact tt she cant travel cos of a terminal illness. if i din remember wrongly, asha is the name of the doll la which means hope in arabic. hmm, the rest of the description i forgot le~~ oops. anyway the individual dances were not bad la, but then i dun see the link to the whole show. so yea, maybe abit bit flop la. BUT STILL, good effort!=D
sunday went to taka library as usual to mug~ but we decided to go get lunch first! and this time we tried out a new shop called CENTRAL. not bad leh the food~~ but the ar the service is abit kanasai hahaz~ jasmine was like complaining how bad the service was lol~ and how we have paid for the service charge and this kinda service~ LOL! but i definitely agree! well, had trouble deciding wad to eat la! everything on the menu looks nice! and they are not very expensive either! in the end i had yangzhou fried rice! WAH SEH NICE!! hahaz but $6 la, lol. eat finish le went back study. then tt kuku sc came find us, and haolian where he just ate. FINE! i can nvr get to eat at those kinda HIGH CLASS places la! bleghx! hahaz anyway he got chased away soon cos his father smsed him to hurry up! hahaz so funny la his father=DD " faster. boring la" LOL!mugged till 6 and went back to central again to eat! HAHAZ damn funny! but this time i had a change of dish! i ate trishaw noodles! wahahaz not bad la~ $4. hahaz~ but seriously nice la, think all shld go try someday just dun mind the service =\.
~Ch3nDo|~
10:49 PM
// i felt!
Thursday, September 15, 2005
wheee~~! i must say tt im recovering very veyr fast!!=DD the redness in my eyes almost all gone le! whee~ but bad news is i got to know tt several ppl in my class oso got infected with red eyes! oh my, im so so sorry!! =PpP
~Ch3nDo|~
12:35 PM
// i felt!
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
man... woke up with a swell in my eyelid... man... this is so irritating!! argh!! i want to get well soon....='(
~Ch3nDo|~
11:53 AM
// i felt!
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
wth... and i tot everything was fine this morning! happily going to sch, happily talking to frens, happily having lessons until the second tutorial... suddenly, my eyes started throbbing... like blood being pumped all to my eyes... the swollen feeling, the pain i felt, the irritation, the disgusting pus... wth!!! TWO EYES SOME MORE?!?!? haiz... these symptoms continued all the way for the rest of the day le... i wanted to leave early, but decided to stay on for lectures, but i think was a waste of time since i went there to sleep la. dammit... hurts... ponned GP and rushed home to see doc... doc say i contracted conjunctivitis... or in lay man's terms sore eyes... man... mc for 2 days... dunno issit shuang ornot... haiz... am going to miss the gaming session tt i so yearned for... haizzzzz........
~Ch3nDo|~
2:35 PM
// i felt!
Monday, September 12, 2005
The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to good manners and elegance.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.
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WHEE~~ ITS SO TRUE YEA? HAHAZ=D
Your Japanese Name Is...
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Shigekazu Takashi
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~Ch3nDo|~
5:55 PM
// i felt!
Friday, September 09, 2005
whee~ met with ys and jas in taka lib this morn to mug! wahaha am pleased with myself for mugging finish differentiation!!!! YESH!! SENSE OF ACCOMPLISHMENT!! wahahaz! wah then saw a whole crowd of ppl gathering around outside orchard mrt with police there!! oh my! din know it was a murder case until ys told me just now onli!! omg! a murder case in the day within the crowd! omg! scary la!! its orchard somemore!! not some ulu ulu place!! eeee unsafe sia hahaz... and tada... hols come to an end le... died... term 4 starts and we have 3 weeks to promos... wad am i going to do??? haiz... think of all this sian diao le... hope i can get promoted...=(
-sincerity is all i have-
~Ch3nDo|~
7:29 PM
// i felt!
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
well returned to sch again today~ for econsss! bleghx at first wanted to pon with ping long one lol but decided to just go la! gd boys! woke up this morn with a serious backache from yesterday night... seriously painful ar... tap... luckily it got better if not i would be in pain for the rest of the day le=\ but today was rather enjoyable~ went to eat pizza hut with kh, yk, pl, yj and john at bukit timah plaza! haben been to tt pizza hut branch for like 10+ years le la! the last time i went there was like 3 or 4 or 5 years old? cant remember clearly but i know its a damn damn long time le! went to eat the fren's set meal or wadeva its called, where its supposed to be a meal for 4. BUT we oni got 6 ppl! so we decided to eat 2 sets!
3 to 1 set!! wah!! shiok! eat pizza until we are super duper full! even yun jie gave up eating when we still have meatballs tt haben been served! hahaz super filling la! but damn nice! end up we had to play zong ji mi ma to decided who shall eat the rest of the unfinished food! and john was the poor ol' guy who ended up eating most of it wahaha! me and kh self volunteery eat more lol! trash cans! WO MEN DE WEI DA RU YU ZOU! hahahaz cmi~ but fun!=DD
~Ch3nDo|~
4:16 PM
// i felt!
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
oh manz, realised wad a tiring day i have had today until i slept on the bus like a pig! nearly missed my own stop! lucky woke up on time wahaz~ must be because of this morning's so called "training" with andy la~~ hahaz which in fact i din do much other than run 6 rounds and 20 psuh ups and 20 sit ups... errr very little yea? hahaz. andy tt crazy guy did 10 pull ups 100 push ups 50 sit ups and 6 rounds... my god im so ashamed... ahhaz well after tt was chem lesson which was uite normal other than the fact i was quite disorientated for the first half of the lesson, totally not paying attention... full of thoughts... sighx... after lesson went out to eat with jx they all AND went back to NJ again for physics~ BUUUUT guess wad... mr tay actually forgot today got make up lesson-.-// like wth la! like tt oso can!! seroiusly give up hope on him le la! ever heard of teacher ponning lesson?? haha~ went out to westmall with kh xm and nd~~ not bad quite fun sia~ was sourcing for presents for the sake of nd~~ LOL andy the cheeky fella~~ but search was futile so we ended up eating inside foodcourt and talk and talk then homeward bound~~~
-and i thought 1 was enuff, here comes 2-but i will hold on tightly to my faith!-
~Ch3nDo|~
5:50 PM
// i felt!
Sunday, September 04, 2005
well~ its into the sec day sinc the start of the hols i suppose! hmm~ haben been studying much when im supposed to~ instead went out to kbox today with wz lr ys sc and jas!=DD i just love kbox sessions with them=DD hahaz so funny la! esp since this is the first time lr joining us! well i must say he can sing oso lo!! hahaz but he seems to like zheng zhong ji alot, cause he kept singing his songs and sc was like " wa kaoh he so say la! SKIP SONG!" hahaha~ then sc and lr even went on to attempt canto songs which was like omg so funny! ys tried out a hokkien song which ended up we onli listen to the real song and not ys's singing-.- lol! sat and slacked the whole afternoon away in the foodcourt toking cock with them~ haiz... lr ar... u just practically told someone else my secrets... haiz... hope there are no serious implications... n jas.. is there a reason behind u telling me to dun bother msging but u cannot or dun wanna say?...
~Ch3nDo|~
7:12 PM
// i felt!
Friday, September 02, 2005
whoa! today is passion pursuit day! wheee~ went to sch to see all teachers perform their hobbies and interests!! it was fun i must say!=DD first off after assembly went off to the hall to look for mr tay~ well his station is about cheerleading and hip hop la~ and this is very unacceptable by many ppl~~ BUTTT!!! those who think so are wrong! totally and awfully wrong! putting aside wad ppl think of him and his size, he is actually a gd dancer lo! he can seriously dance la! hahaz had fun learning 3 8s of steps from him! well tt is cause lucky jestyn and xm came and pei me go learn if not i will be all alone le...='( wa kao then was the stunts part... bad i think... i pity the girl who had to be ju by me... haha, she was gd la! but i sorta whammed her down onto my shoulders... ouch... acks, but we manage to get it thru tho! =D after which went to see mr sito's ballroom dancing!=) well i was disappointed la, cos i got no partner to dance with=( ended up learn abit of moves by myself... then decided i shld just leave the dance studio and find other stations... walked to lt 1 all alone in hope of meeting frens and met up with sc and lr to watch the concerts there=) it was very nice la! mr kenneth koh can rap and play the drum pretty well! but it was so sad, his prose is full of sadness...='( then there was this singer of the band who sang a song she composed by herself!! IT WAS SO VERY VERY VERY NICE! i oni sorta remembered part of the lyrics oni which goes like this if im not wrong..."how can i not love u with all i have..." so sweeet~~ awwwwwwww~~~ hahaz then after tt pop concert was the classical one! one might have thought it would be sleepy and boring~~~ BUTTTT once again teh teh~ WRONG! it was oso very nice!!! the teachers are all so talented la! those who can sing can sing quite well and alot can play musical instruments well too! mr davidson was the classic la! hahaz super lamer! BUT TALENTED COMPOSER! he practically composed music on the spot lo!! omg!! IMPRESSED! then his jokes were so super funny la! he even went on to suan his own student as he played the piano lo so omg! ahaz fun!! but tt marks the end of the passion pusuit session le... so unwilling to leave la... especially since i have to stay back until 2 for GP TEST! wad kinda joke is tt la! ppl are going home and my class is the oni class who have to stay back... wth! but then we did not stay in the end! almost the whole class ponnned!!! wahaha! now im thinking how badly we will get scolded when sch reopens... omg... have to face the music... dieeeeeeee=\ =X bleaghx... went down to taka to meet up with jas and ys who ponned sch~ had "heart to heart" chat with lr and sc while having lunch in cine foodcourt b4 meeting jas and ys tho~ it was like so corny la! hahaz~ then went back to taka, where on the way we got like so bored we decided to have a short film of three guys laming arnd! hahaa! so fun!=D we oni just reached the lib then we decided to go with ys and jas to eat again! but sc left behind... so ke lian... hahaz so oni me lr ys and jas went to eat, errr to be correct, oni jas lr n ys ate=\(we went coffee club express by the way) while i oni took a cup of iced coffee which costed me $5...-.- super du diao! but not bad la it was nice... i was like constantly adding in syrup until jasmine was like "yucks"~~ think i will die of diabetes at age of 50 man... lol... but throughout the whole period i was so sianned dunno for wadeva reason... haiz~ went back lib to mug abit b4 ys began to feel sleepy and wanted to leave, so we left at 5+, and home bound... tired but fun day i must say=)
~Ch3nDo|~
7:37 PM
// i felt!
Thursday, September 01, 2005
wheeet~ today was fun! hahaz went out to taka library to mug with jasmine and sc~ well, saw the filming process of tong sin yuan 2!! ruan mian mian in tong sin yuan 2 will have an extreme makeover man!! OMG!! hahahaz preeeeetty!! hahaz of cos the adrain pang remains the usual da-di lol! shld see how jasmine tried to get a closer look at the process~~ she tried to go out from the cafe side and she was hand-signaled by the director to move away!! so corny la! end up she have to hide behind a poster of the optician shop! so funny! then she decided to go from the other side to get closer look~ so cock la! feel ke lian for the actor and actress too, they had to retake the scene dunno how many times cos of ppl walking pass... saddening man=D
well~ then we continued to mug until 5++ then went off the toing bahru to look for ys for dinner! reached there quite early so we went inside the arcade~ and there was this machine where there are handphone models and a creative muvo of 1gig memory there la~ basically u have to be lucky to get those and ppl were trying out their luck~ but then awwwww~~~~ no one was lucky to get it! hahaz waste and cheat money one lor the machine! hahaz! well went into griller to have our dinner! wah 4.90 for a students set lehh~~ and its alr net price!! wah cheap cheap! i alone ordered 1 mexican black pepper chicken and fish and chips for myself and lucky for me my servings are quite big! hahaz but poor sc and ys ordered the sausage tornado! which we practically made a joke out of it~ the serving was like omg smalll.... and ys eventually poped tt question to one of the waitress " why the serving so small ar??" tap!! the waitress was like saying " no la u see the price so cheap~~" hahaz lame reason but well yea the price IS cheap la.. lol at least the food was good=DD continued staying there and talking all the way to 9++ then go home~~ tired~
~Ch3nDo|~
11:20 PM
// i felt!
