Friday, July 06, 2007
hmmm~ it din occur to me i would end up writing tonight once again till a while ago... before tt you were still telling me tt u like to read my entry de then i dun intend to write today cos i dun wan to let it seem like i wrote just to show u tt i blog haha... but now there's something to blog about le...
din feel anything bout it until just now when i was chatting with my camp mate... this morning got a phone call from my upper study and he lectured me bout being irresponsible cos i nvr get anyone specifically to follow up on my job of looking for 20 goretex jackets... think tt ttally ruined my off day ba... for once i tot i could get my mind off the usual trying to complete my job routine and have a nice rest at home, but apparently i cant ba... all cos i left behind an incomplete job...
i manage to find bout 15 goretex jackets and bout 4 other which might be at the owners' homes, and with tt i went home... fine i din really ask anyone in specific to take over my job, but i did tell my other frens tt ppl might come over and hand the jackets... so in the end today some complications occur and apparently not all the jackets came...so end up my job isnt completed... and NO ONE knew bout following up for me... cos apparently "everyone's business is nobody's business". no one helped out cos i din pinpoint specifically... ok... i got scolded for tt... well shld i just say i deserve tt scolding? i suppose it's for my own gd ba... cos if i nvr get it done tomolo i will get scolded nonetheless... but really ruined my day... my whole off day...gone like the wind...up to now do i feel all the damn frustration building up in me...so bloody frustrated...all cos of how an organisation works...guess it;s not easy to take offs ba...or shld i say im just pure stupid to take an off today knowing i din FULLY complete my job? anything la... take it as a lesson learnt...........im just irrespponsible la ya? shall take it as tt ba... it's just my fault...
sry dear...nvr tell u this but ya dun wanna ruin ur mood cos just now i still ok de... until i began talking bout it with my camp mate...then all these emotions got over me...but i glad nvr talk to u bout it cos i used alot of vulgarities cos of my frustrations...guess im feeling better now le ba?
~Ch3nDo|~
9:41 PM
// i felt!
