Wednesday, August 31, 2005
well, yesterday was a fun day! very fun indeed hahaz=D went out with jasmine and ys after sch to orchard to buy presents for teachers. actually is accompany jasmine onli la, but then ended up i oso buy something for one of my teacher.=D nice right? lol! well bought a card for my sec sch maths teacher, mr choy. baiscally just a card to express my gratitude for him and also sort of a condolence card bah... something unnice happ to him which i dun think i shall say it here. but just something tt shldnt happ on sucha nice guy like him!!! man! wad did he do to deserve such treatment!? grrr... but putting that aside, went on to crap with jas and ys in MOS burger lol! so cock la! go there listen to the two of them have suanning competition oni la~ hahaz see who can suan each other until the other person can absolutely say nothing~~ stupid but fun to hear them yack and yack and yack! lol! more funny things happ online la~ hahaz corny day~~~
then today is teacher's day! hmm maybe nothing much to be excited abt la~ it was so boring in the morning la! had to do the stupid body combat or wadeva u called it-.- the instructor himself nuah nuah one la! man... luckily the teacher's day concert still ok la, quite hilarious=D after which was the class item... and errr wad did our class do? right! we slacked in the canteen! =| made a tub of something like ice kachang for the teachers tho~ err sorta innovative? hahaz but boring wait lo, cos some techers took quite some time to come to find us. man, while other class had cakes we were sitting there stoning-.- after which, plan was to go back to sec sch to see a few teachers and play soccer with ex classmates, but plan aborted at the last minute-.- cos my fren not going-.- well, i went out to play lan with kh and the rest tho~ FUN! hahaz we were like making so much noise in the lan shop la! hahaz imagine we disturbed gangsters and they make trouble for us~ lol! then came the turning point... was going home alr when i checked my msgs and saw one msg from sc which totally turned me off... made me so so so so so sian diao-ed... seriously...sighx...why???? dammit... argh! dunno wad to say le...
~Ch3nDo|~
5:53 PM
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Monday, August 29, 2005
well~ today was a generally fun day~ for the start!=D we had our first dance bonding session, where we played a game of basketball!=DD it was fun i must say! at least it was considered to be a success bah,i hope:| most of the IPs turned up and most of the year 1s turned up too and i think it would more than suffice the aim. but maybe we have to communicate more bah. there dont seem too much of any communication today. can see that there are still small cliques!~! man this cannot happen!! hahaz must all come together and interact: tt's thw whole purpose of the game! but nvm! we have other weeks to look foward to! after the hols, or rather mugging week -.-
once again i think i have to remind myself how near promos is.. although mugging non stop for four weeks is totally hell for me... man... somebody help me hahaz=)
~Ch3nDo|~
4:27 PM
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Sunday, August 28, 2005
"my first step, my first dance, my first heartbeat... will u dance with me?"
sweet right!! =D its from the show innocent steps!! a nice show to watch! went to watch it at 11.15 with jasmine and yee shiang=)) hahaz so touching!!! until i nearly teared! well its about this guy, Na yung-sae (dunno if this is correct spelling) who is a damn pro ballroom dancer who got injured on purpose by his competitor in a competition. his partner also left him because of tt. but then later his manager i think, got him a new partner who has won many awards. but ended up was a girl who was onli taking the place of her sister. the girl, zhang chae-ryn, dun even know how to dance!! they found out it was a fraud and wanted to send her back to china, or even sell her off as a prostitute, but ended up the yung-sae took her in and taught her how to dance! tt part was very veyr sweet!!!! then came the sad part... the manager betrayed yung-sae for money and put chae-ryn with his competitor who injured his leg. chae-ryn refused but the competitor got his lackeys to injure yung-sae again. WTF!?! ended up chae-ryn was forced to dance with the bastard competitor. this part was very veyr sad cause yung-sae chased her away for her good.='( nonetheless. the ending was a HAPPY ONE!! AND I LOVE HAPPY ENDINGS!! so ppl must go watch yea? this morn the cinema oni had 8 ppl watching this show la! but it was sucha nice show!!! I WILL DEFINITELY WANT TO WATCH IT AGAIN!!=DDDD
then nighttime, home-run. another nice touching movie!! sobz='( im getting emotional all over again=PpPp hahaz. the ending was very meaningful, but i dun seem to understand it. well nvm! hahaz i shall slowly go and understand the underlying meaning!=D
okie shall go sleep le. tomolo morn got game session in school o.O dunno whether it will be a flop ornot.. hope not tho... tata~
~Ch3nDo|~
9:58 PM
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Friday, August 26, 2005
well i haben really wished anyone who has bdaes in this month yet so here i am! happy bade to u xin ming! we had been sch mates since primary sch!! so long leeee hahaz! now same class some more! fate sia u cannot excape meee hahaz~ u jia you with the girl u like yea!=D
happy bade to SHIU CHEONG next!!=D oso been frens for a very long time! since sec sch!! tho i dun really know u until sec 3, but i must say now we are very very gd frens right? hahaz=) si hamster~ still always ka jiao and suan me... u good... hahaz=D
and then happy bade to jun xiong! wahahaz, actually i dun wish u happy bade oso nvm one la hor? hahaz u already got yur lao puo there enuff le la~ lol but still, hope u have more and more happy days ahead of u!=D
bleaghx, well i said i must remain positive. i shall. as for whether i can.. hahahaz tt is another matter totally~ but nvm! i passed my chem test!! wheeee~ my first official chem test other than CT! still remembered how i ponned the other two tests in the beginning of the year! first time i was sick, sec time was totally pon sch! hahahaz! but now i passed! tho not a very gd grade la. hmm failed econs tho. by a mere 1 mark. if i shaded my producer surplus correctly!!!! i could have passed!!! argh!! but nvm. still got maths test! hehx, shall see if i can pass tt.
promos coming soon, guess i must work abit harder bahx. but im occupied. occupied by myself... sighx.
~Ch3nDo|~
5:54 PM
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Thursday, August 25, 2005
well i must say the day din start out really well for me=\ dunno the exact reason why but i was so moody and so sianned the whole day! bleaghx, like i was pms-ing lol!
it went on until i reach home! i was still so moody, until i decided tt it would be better to think positive! dun think so much onto the bad side! =D it worked for me! now im feeling better!=DD whee~ off i go studying for SPA now!!!
~Ch3nDo|~
6:16 PM
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Wednesday, August 24, 2005
bahx... it could have been quite a nice day! well, there wasnt anything much happening in the morning, all the way until civics period. its "LOVE MATTERS" and we were supp to be watching a vid regarding this topic, rejection. at first we should be watching the korean film my sassy girlfriend, butttttt..... no fate to watch it alas~ so we had to watch an asian film filmed in malaysia called "sepet" which meant slanted eyes. well this show was about interracial love between a chinese boy and a malay girl and it was supp to show bout political and social issues bout racial stuff la. hmm sounds boring right? well in fact its not! it was a funny show! the dialouges between the actors and actresses were not those cliche stuff~ they really portrayed out the kind of way teenagers of tt age group talk to each other and stuff. yea well, the guy manage to win the girl's heart but thennnn... because of something wrong he did in the past he cannot get to be with her, and tt was where we stopped.. damn.... but seriously not interested in knowing the ending le... cos its a tragic ending as mentioned by the teacher in charge showing us this film. argh hate sad endings...=\ but at least the movie was farnie!=D
well... that wasnt the end to the day of course. dance prac was next... and it couldnt have been much worse. for once i have seen dance so cold... leng3 leng3 qing1 qing1. 5 girls were selected to dance for open day and the rest of us just had to do other stuff ourselves. this was when everything started. the guys were slacking as usual.. then ys suggested tt we go join the other girls to bond. guess wad we saw when we went to join them. one of them crying. the atmosphere was so sucky. hate this kind of tensed up sucky atmosphere. din really get to hear much bout wad was going on, but it has something to do with the feeling of exclusion. guys tried to liven up the atmosphere asking all to go for a drink in the canteen since its not a gd idea to continue staying in the hall where there is a music tt totally suits and somehow serves no purpose in helping to relax and soothe anyone there. but the attempt failed. well, another cried. haiz. then some more minor stuff happened la... seriously, all i could then was nothing. but judging from wad i could hear, all i can say is that maybe shldnt make too much of a comparison between the past and present le. it only serves to make u feel worse. second, the exco shld at least try to do something bout bonding the whole society up? i know its easier said than done la, but maybe give it a try? its better than letting the problem aggravate. the seniors have to really join in talking with the IPs? maybe tt would help la. now its like girls are all split up one. bleaghx and the guys cant do much la! hmm if oni gordon was here, he would be one who could handle this kinda situation. but alas our batch of dancers... not one is seriously good with talking n stuff. none good at articulation? lol. dunno wad else to say oso. dunno how to help. well, all in all, bad day. bad day. tired...=\
~Ch3nDo|~
7:25 PM
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Monday, August 22, 2005
wheee~ its a MONDAY! and as usual the MONDAY BLUES as my secondary sch teacher always tells us! lol. tired tired! i want moreeee sleeeeeeeeeeep! hahaz~ man i feel so dao today... omg.. nvm shall not be anymore detailed but yea im so dao... guilt-stricken hahaz~ :/ bleghz.. morale of the story is not to let chances slip away then regret then whine, tt is for me. but for andy's case LOL! his morale of his story is dun grab a chance too early! HAHA! oh my~~ anyway got a nice vid for all to see! its super cool la dunno how the ppl even thought of it=D http://www.milkandcookies.com/links/17611/ ~enjoy~
~Ch3nDo|~
6:13 PM
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Saturday, August 20, 2005
ARGH! finally im sitting down and really doing my work!! i should be happy for myself~~ yet im not. apparently, i do not know how to do most of the work imgiven!! how how how?!?!? oh my, some more is go thru b4 in class b4 le la~~ how dead can i get. bleaghz... sad case la i have to listen in class le i think =/ feel so like going out to lag arnd and have fun, liek going to kbox!~! but i doubt anyone would be in the mood to go now anyway. most ppl are starting to mug, while laggy me is still taking things as slowly as it can get. bahx... how aimless i can be..
~Ch3nDo|~
3:15 PM
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Friday, August 19, 2005
suddenly feel so down and out.
a feeling tt seems to know me so well.
once again it has paid me a visit,
but i seriously do not yearn for it to come!!
fear of this emotion within me,
i hate it!! seriously hate it!
it makes me feel so lonely, so scared,
but i just know not the reason at all.
help!~!~!
~Ch3nDo|~
11:24 PM
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wheeeee~ yet another long break since i wrote my last entry!=)) been an eventful month or so i must say~ with closing night ceremony and a charity gala and cca best prac etc etc... closing night ceremony can be said to be quite a memorable one! went back to the same ol' changing room we usually got ever since the RV days--changing room 8!! still can remember the a horizon perf, all the guy performers were like playing blind mice in tt room with lights out lo damn fun! and my brows got drawn outta shape-.- lucky da su helped me redraw! if not no face to go up perform le la hahaz=)
then was the charity gala dinner... bloody hell, did they even know how to measure the stage ornot??? they gave us a measurement for the stage size. and as small as it was already, they had to make it even smaller by placing so much stuff on the stage itself! on top of tt, they kept spraying smoke tt totally blurred everyone's vision la! the perf tt night was a total flopcase, totlaly cmi-.-
wheee~ on to cca best prac~~ erm how to put it across? it was fun?=P the guys were like practising oni a few days b4 and we even had to change the dance cos seniors werent dancing!! but nonetheless we managed to pull it through la heh heh, we r the prossss hahaz=D
and finally today... colours awards... i was still thinking how exciting it could get, but alas it was so damn boring!! my goodness!! sat there just listening to ppl talk makes me so so so sleeepy. man. BORING! the food was okay, but imagine queueing up for a long time to get food la~ totally no apetite le=S but nonetheless a gd experience=D first time wear so formal clothes with tie on lol~ din know how to wear a tie until guofeng taught us=p
sian... now one month + more to promos... can i pass it?=S
~Ch3nDo|~
10:19 PM
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