Saturday, February 25, 2006
saturday! means dance day~ oh well finally finished the item "shiang" alr!! woohoo! shiok ar, but then very tiring to dance! dance three times oni want to die liao!!! and we dance so suckily=( item nice but dancers dance until not very nice=( nvm! we shall diao the dance! it's just so irritating tt the sch oni BEAR to ALLOW our instructors to come once during the holidays, out of the three practises we have. like wad the hell la! so stingy for wad? nah beh... seriously lo, want results but dun wanna pay for it. wad kind of policy is tt? if this was applied to the economy i think whole economy collapse le la. we need the instructors and they just dun wanna pay for it. AND they dun allow us to pay by ourselves? like wad? scared tt the parents will come and complain to the sch and QUESTION the sch? if dun want then pay for the instructors la! some more alr trying to be cheapo by cutting their wages le. piece of shit. wonder how u do yur accounts-.-
anyway went to watch danceworks 2006! it was nice! i mean NJ's item!! IT"S COOL LA! made all of us high! wooohoo! but it dint win anything.. like wtf??? IT SHLD HAVE WON TOP 3 LA! bloody. kayu judges... si bei kayu la. basket. roars! but nvm NJWCD U ALL ROX! NICE DANCE OUT THERE!!
~Ch3nDo|~
8:22 PM
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Friday, February 24, 2006
argh! hates it when my mother throws her temper arnd. hates it when she screams. hates it when she just keep pouring old scores to substantiate her own viewpoints. hates it when she just wont accept any sort of explanations. hates it when she just screams at u saying u are trying to pick a fight with her when u raised a bit of yur voice in frustraton. hates it when she thinks she is the only one with a temper. hates it when she thinks only she can scold us. hates it when she thinks she is right all the time... haiz. time and again she will just bring up the same old issues and pile them up together and lump them and throw everything at u just to find faults with u to vent her anger. bloody. and i can do shit all cos she is my mother. rarrrrr.. dun even know she watch "i not stupid 2" for wad. like did she even learn anything?=.= ah wadeva.
~Ch3nDo|~
8:59 PM
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Tuesday, February 21, 2006
first this... then that... and now another thing. why did so many things have to happen all at the same time? ah.. and it's not like these are gd things dropping from the sky... haiz...
-my condolences... stay strong-
~Ch3nDo|~
10:05 PM
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Monday, February 20, 2006
wake up la kendrick... pointless to continue deluding yurself... just get on with yur life.
~Ch3nDo|~
7:52 PM
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Sunday, February 19, 2006
woohoo today is a SUNDAY! yet i had to wake up at 6.30!!! bloody! all cos i had to help my family deliver a letter all the way str8 to SGH to my uncle who will be visiting my grandpa at 8. oh well~ took 190 all alone to ourtram~ slept the whole way thru and rotted at the hospital for like 45 mins? came home solo again cos after tt had to go down to bugis to take measurements for costume. met with ys they all at bugis, took the measurements and we went to have lunch at burgerking and i ate two meals! woohoo~ SHIOK AR! im going to grow very very very very fat. very. bmi now 22 le... sighx... wonder wad my fat % is now. sure very high one=(. eeee... haha. plus all the food i ate yesterday at food republic and jurong point. woohoo... cumulative effect man.
after lunch me ys sc and lr went to KAP to mug abit la. not exactly completed alot, but at least i concentrated on doing my work for at least 1++ hr lo! tho the number of qs i did was very few=( frustrating la... and it's not like i dun wanna do work. just tt i just cannot do it fast la! bloody hell... grrrr. then while we were mugging! we chanced upon this couple doing very very disgusting stuff! like omg in the public?!?!?! bet all of u must be wondering wad they did. they did not kiss, instead they pet la! bloody! and they were just sitting next to our table=.= the female was like lying onto the male and then the male had his hand in btwn "somewhere". and they were hiding their faces behind a newspapaer... like got wad bloody use la! super disgusting=S and they are like jc students i think? I THINK. not sure cos i tot i saw the guy doing tys. but anw it's just super disgusting la. -pui-
after sometime of working on our hmk, we decided to go lan! 1 hr of serius sam and CS~ we were like playing among ourselves and smacking each other with bullets la! the ppl behind us were like staring at us noobies playing arnd. hahaha or rather the noob, ME! lol. damn embarrassing. but it was fun!=D
-bloody.. i take my words back. i really hope my grandfather recovers... >.<-
~Ch3nDo|~
6:36 PM
// i felt!
Friday, February 17, 2006
wooho today is the day of the road run! shiok man! run run run! ahh so sad la.... missed top 50 by a few ppl oni!!! TT FEW!!! roars- nvm la at least compared to last year i think i made tremendous improvement le.=D shiok. sadly ignis did not get the house challenge cup=( oh well nvm! THERE IS ALWAYS NEXT YEAR! "we shall not be moved~~~" wahaha~ so funny la me and jestyn were standing at the back leading the cheer and then we realised tt we were faster than those in front! died=\ haha so cock up la! wahaha but fun la reminded me of the OGL days~ mass dance was shiok too!! woohoo!
-all i can blame is myself.. no one but myself... and myself again and again. will it help? if it will i will gladly just live a shorter life=( sighx. is that the reason why? or are there more?...-
~Ch3nDo|~
10:34 PM
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Thursday, February 16, 2006
omg... recieved news from my mum when i was in sch tt my grandfather had to stay in hospital for observation... had symptoms of zhong4 feng1... while i was still happily playing bball in sch... omg... pray tt he will be fine.. if not my grandma will definitely be tired out like hell one... =(
~Ch3nDo|~
7:53 PM
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Tuesday, February 14, 2006
oh man. did a super super "courageous" thing this morn la. wa... had to pluck up all my courage sia... nvm~ hoped u like tt present=) and happy v day!
~Ch3nDo|~
8:16 PM
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Sunday, February 12, 2006
woohoo~ yesterday was a gd day! wahahaha! ok had dance in the morning as usual with every saturday, did a new rountine warmup which is like much easier than the first few we learnt last week!! then after which guys had to go down to the new dance studio to dance whereas the girls remained in the hall for their anggun. guys dancing "shiang". finally got some advancements in the dance le after like 2 weeks? hahaha moved into the 2 minute finally. wahaha it is super nice to dance but tiring sia~ and i really mean TIRING! we even had to come up with design for our own costume, which is only pants cos we will be dancing half naked for tt dance! wheeee~ must train must train!=D after dance prac went down to slack at rgps to wait for wz and joanna and yun hsiu and jasmine with yuan jie jee poh and junhong. lin rui was with us but he left early which led him to mis out something good! we all got a 12 dollars HONG BAO!!! WAHAHAHA! free money man! sit there slack for 3 hrs and get 12 dollars, like so super worth it la! plus the lunch there is S-U-P-E-R-B!!! after that went to cine to buy stuff~~ and we headed on to millenium walk without jas and yun cos they not free le. shopped at candy empire from 8 to until like 9+? the sweets and choc selection there is humongous(not really sure how to spell). then decided it's late so time to go home! and guess wad? we caught the fireworks! i mean not literally catch it but we saw it=D IT IS LIKE SUPER NICE LA!!! WOOHOO! ok im suaku but seriously havent watch a live fireworks for dunno how long le. it was so nice laaaa. me and jo and wz were like "wahhhhhhhh.... wahhhhhhh.... WAHHHHHHHH!!!" haha they were so happily taking photos with their cam phones... only me nvr get to take any...=( at tt time i was like thinking if only watch with the correct ppl, sure even more nice one lol. super touching display of fireworks~~~=D so yesterday's a good day!=D
today was also quite fun! had senior junior class outing which was supposedly meant to be JTS!!! but then we as seniors are nice so we decided tt we shall pay for our own food la!=D went to marina again! but we went to changing appetites. the food there is WHAO! NICE=D me and andy shared a meaty combo for 3! WOOHOOO! eat until super shuang man. the sausage is nice, the meatballs are nice, the ribs are nice, the cutlet is nice, the fries are ok, the salad is nice!!! S-A-T-I-S-F-Y-I-N-G~~~ coupled with an oreo cheesecake! -slurps- though a bit of the expensive sia. haha spent 26 dollars there=\ after lunch went to arcade to play~~ played pool with aaron and zhirui and 05s14 guys=D the rest dunno go where liao~ all run home=\ but nvm super enjoyable day spent with them!=D if only everyday can be so fun and so happy...=)
~Ch3nDo|~
7:51 PM
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Wednesday, February 08, 2006
omg... had a bloody nightmare this last night... seriously a bad one!! cause the thing is i dun even know for sure if it was a dream or i was actually awake. i was about to sleep at 11++ le, super tired. so i lied on my mattress and almost fell asleep immediately. but at at instant, right b4 i fell asleep or right after i fell asleep, basically the transition period between me falling asleep, i suddenly felt an eerie feeling. breathing became hard for me, and i was beginning to feel scared. tt is where the scary part came. cause i sort of felt myself ( or dreamt ) that i was awake, still not asleep, so i opened my eyes and i tot i saw these ghostly faces floating above me!!! WTH!!! i really freaked out and shut my eyes and wanted to just sleep! but i couldnt! feeling super scared! i began to want to chant the buddhist chants but i cant! it's like my mind knows wad i want to chant but my mouth doesnt know! i was desperately trying hard to chant and finally i slowly chanted then fell asleep again. wad the hell la! was it a dream? or was i awake?? omg... i really dunno. damn scary la! think i shall take it tt i had a nightmare la. and i seriously dun want another one tonight... pls....=(
~Ch3nDo|~
8:36 PM
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Tuesday, February 07, 2006
i do not understand why... everytime i come home... i just have this sense of foreboding... tt something bad will happen to me.. something i will not want to happen on me... i hate this kind of feeling... but why does it keep coming to find me??? why??? im trying to keep it out of my head, im trying hard! really! but it just keeps coming back...=( it just keeps coming back...
~Ch3nDo|~
8:30 PM
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