Thursday, February 21, 2008

not exactly the best of day for me... started out fine in the morning... felt v lazy to do work so i lazed arnd... slowly slowly noting down stuff i have to complete... by afternoon came i was looking forward to the end of the day... then work started flowing in... need to print out certs... print BRO... etc etc... and dy suddenly told me got something to tell me! great, it's in those kind of grave tones that you surely know something bad is going to happen... so i waited... and waited.. voila, conference over... came out and i heard i might be signing extras! wahaha wad a piece of good news... i surely done myself in! f***... why?? cos i nvr schedule someone from my dept who hasnt cleared atp for the shoot next monday! and it's all too late cos imt was today! and they wanna find someone to shoot! and that's me! how nice! im justing waiting for the bullets to reach me... haha... wad a nice way to end the day eh? so damn bu gan yuan... how the shit am i supposed to monitor every single one and every single shoot??? damn it... it's not like i dun have my stuff to settle la dammit... so f***ing pissed!!! arh!!! and im already trying to avoid mistakes as much as i can and here it comes! carelessness... guard down... extras come... f***ed up life la! do i everyday have to worry bout when im going to get screwed?? i'll just go crazy la! how am i supposed to know everything and do everything??? dammit... AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

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