Wednesday, August 24, 2005
bahx... it could have been quite a nice day! well, there wasnt anything much happening in the morning, all the way until civics period. its "LOVE MATTERS" and we were supp to be watching a vid regarding this topic, rejection. at first we should be watching the korean film my sassy girlfriend, butttttt..... no fate to watch it alas~ so we had to watch an asian film filmed in malaysia called "sepet" which meant slanted eyes. well this show was about interracial love between a chinese boy and a malay girl and it was supp to show bout political and social issues bout racial stuff la. hmm sounds boring right? well in fact its not! it was a funny show! the dialouges between the actors and actresses were not those cliche stuff~ they really portrayed out the kind of way teenagers of tt age group talk to each other and stuff. yea well, the guy manage to win the girl's heart but thennnn... because of something wrong he did in the past he cannot get to be with her, and tt was where we stopped.. damn.... but seriously not interested in knowing the ending le... cos its a tragic ending as mentioned by the teacher in charge showing us this film. argh hate sad endings...=\ but at least the movie was farnie!=D
well... that wasnt the end to the day of course. dance prac was next... and it couldnt have been much worse. for once i have seen dance so cold... leng3 leng3 qing1 qing1. 5 girls were selected to dance for open day and the rest of us just had to do other stuff ourselves. this was when everything started. the guys were slacking as usual.. then ys suggested tt we go join the other girls to bond. guess wad we saw when we went to join them. one of them crying. the atmosphere was so sucky. hate this kind of tensed up sucky atmosphere. din really get to hear much bout wad was going on, but it has something to do with the feeling of exclusion. guys tried to liven up the atmosphere asking all to go for a drink in the canteen since its not a gd idea to continue staying in the hall where there is a music tt totally suits and somehow serves no purpose in helping to relax and soothe anyone there. but the attempt failed. well, another cried. haiz. then some more minor stuff happened la... seriously, all i could then was nothing. but judging from wad i could hear, all i can say is that maybe shldnt make too much of a comparison between the past and present le. it only serves to make u feel worse. second, the exco shld at least try to do something bout bonding the whole society up? i know its easier said than done la, but maybe give it a try? its better than letting the problem aggravate. the seniors have to really join in talking with the IPs? maybe tt would help la. now its like girls are all split up one. bleaghx and the guys cant do much la! hmm if oni gordon was here, he would be one who could handle this kinda situation. but alas our batch of dancers... not one is seriously good with talking n stuff. none good at articulation? lol. dunno wad else to say oso. dunno how to help. well, all in all, bad day. bad day. tired...=\
~Ch3nDo|~
7:25 PM
// i felt!
