Wednesday, September 21, 2005

man... what is this restlessness im feeling at this point of time while im penning this down. blasted internet drove me nuts for 1hr. tried by reinstalling umpteen times, wasted time trying to restart com, hoping it would just connect and let me use the net. but it wouldnt cooperate. damn it... luckily managed to get it thru after 1hr, if not i will not be able to sleep at all later tonight... phew... hope the connection dun snap again or my patience will-.-

birthday is nearing... but i dun seem to feel any happy abt it... its just like any other normal day bah... man... how can i feel anyting happy when the following week is promos??? just cant lift the spirits up la. haben even celebrated my birthday since i was dunno how young.... those days... haiz.. now no time la... forget it...

blast it... why is all this moodiness getting into me again? argh no!!! cannot!! grrr.. balloon expanding again, but this time rnd, seriously cant find any reasons to explain it.. it is just expanding on its own! suffocating...

i have questions up in my head, but i guess i will nvr be able to find the answers i want, not for now, not later, never will i i guess... or will i?

~Ch3nDo|~ 10:13 PM
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