Friday, November 25, 2005

wad a day. been doing absolutely nth at home for the whole day. practically cooped myself up in the room staring blankly at the com screen as if there are interesting images popping up on the screen... all of a sudden, all the games on my com are so boring. i dun even feel like clicking the shortcut to go into the game no matter how bored i am=( just listening to songs repeating themselves over and over and over...... the same old songs. slow and enticing. want to go out, yet there seem no one to be free. maybe i din ask. but then again, who shld i ask? ended up letting the sense of restlessness get all over me. bleghx. i could even get excited over my handphone ringing~ like O.o?? it's just so rare that i get phonecalls i guess... even on messenger, i feel that moment of happiness i hear the alarm sound when someone initiates a conversation with me... how kjhasdsjhd can i get... like tt i oso shuang. but that usually last for split sec. just for that split sec. then everything returns to norm. always waiting for any surprise to occur but not once has it. not once. bahx... shall not tok bout it anymore. nah.

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