Wednesday, March 14, 2007
oh my oh my...when was the last time i been here to update sia?hahaha feels damn long le!hmmm finally passed out from BMTC liao... feeling of being free for the next 2 weeks is so shiok! haha... but sadded.. everyone oni know pes C ah gua soldiers~ no pride no nothing... nvm, let them say ba... i oso know im a gua soldier.. field camp like a adventure camp only... haha of cos ah gua lo~ but oh well BMT was ok la quite fun... tho like there are bastards in the society, the same thing applies for every company... all i can say is different ppl do things different way and attitude differs la... oh well...
realised how much my temper has changed... i get fed up more easily nowadays... stress can come up and my tolerance lvl has decreased quite a bit... i still rmb how i used to be so happy go lucky with my siao siao attitude... only flaring up like dunno how once in a while... in bmt... every few days i can flare up...oh well...
now tt i have passed out, guess i wont c those tt i dun really like le ba...but sad thing is i din really make very very close frens inside ba... the closest frens are still those who have been with me for quite a long time... but still views differ... and even frens wont agree to wad i do sometimes...
guess i just have to stand firm...im too easily waivered... all becos i try to make other ppl happy... give in to them and stuff... let myself be the one being mocked... so be it... they happy jiu hao ba...but wonder how long this kind of stuff can last... i seriously wonder... esp with current issues on hand...nvm.. i believe i can persevere thru this...
wonder which unit i get posted to leh... hopefully it's some 9-5 vocatio near my hse haha! then every go home so shuang~~~ let those pes A n Bs envy me~ hahaha oh well tt's wad we deserve for having no pride at all like sc said... or rather he said it the other way... we deserve no pride for being in those kind of vocations.. oh well...
~Ch3nDo|~
9:10 PM
// i felt!
